True Friends?

  You know when you get to know someone so well you don't think they will ever be the one that just forgets you? Well guess again! it doesn't matter how close you were or how much you would talk with them...they just forget about you too. Gee thanks for being my friend and just forgetting me! luv you too! *in sarcastic voice* oh well who cares i guess. They odviously don't.
   Not much has been happening in my life lately. Just the same things are on my mind. I have not posted much because their really isn't much to talk about lately or do. just  been trying to lose weight and trying to get my butt in gear but i have no desire to haha! I am kind of thinking that i want to move. I didn't think i would ever say that! I see people moving and doing new things it kind of makes me jealous. But i think it is probably a phase and i will just get over it:)

The effects of dreams

it is funny how dreams can make you mad or happy with someone. once i had a dream about my teacher and he was like crying and freaking out, and the next morning i was really annoyed about him all day for no reason hahah! or you can dream about someone being nice to  you and you make an effort to talk to them the next day lol i have had soooo many of these dreams. it is just kind of funny to think about.

One month Challenge!

ok so me, my sister and my mom have decided to see who can lose the most weight in a month. the prize is thirty bucks and the glory to rub it in the other peoples face relentlessly! lol I will win this challenge! I am trying to work out everyday this week. twice a day if i have the time actually! I want to win way super bad! But I am against some competition for sure because we are all very competitive. and......i have a week will power when it comes to food hahaha but i guess we will see who ends up on top! MEEEE!!!!!!lol jk

my Begining Photography pictures

Like I said BEGGINING lol i still need the right equipment and such

Not In Front Of Grandma!

   Have you ever noticed that kids seem to act out more when they are around people you respect? My younger siblings always do this! Whenever we are visiting my grandma we tell them to go hug grandma. But of course....they run away and kind of make a bratty face sometimes. You say oh they are just shy heheheheheh(awkward laugh). they're usually not like this they are usually just peachy! But of course they get grumpy sometimes when we visit and then you are emberessed when they start to throw a fit! lol so you bring them into a corner and try to say quietly without grandma hearing "Not in front of Grandma." after you think you get them under control they do something else! Like say "I don't Want to" in a whiney voice lol you being the big sister trys to look nice to the kid, when really you want to yell NOT IN FRONT OF GRANDMA!!!  But if you did that you might get a negative response for sure lol all in all, at the end it is kind of amusing.

The Dentist made me go Cross eyed!

   Ok so last year i went to the dentist to get my teeth worked on as usual. I had some cavaties so the dentist had to numb me. I am TERRIFIED of needles but i am not as scared of dentist needles for some reason. Anyways I was laying in the dentist chair watching Ice Age Three. (it was the only show they had lol) So I was sitting there watching my movie and he begins to numb me. Well i Think he hit an optical nerve with his needle because i  went cross eyed! I told him  "I am cross eyed right now!" he pulled away and acted a little shocked/worried. HOLY CRAP! I ALMOST HAD A PANIC ATTACK! well....i think i had a small one cause i started to breathe rapidly hahaha. So he told me to close my eyes and relax for a little while. I think my eyes were only crossed for two to three minutes, but it felt like hours! I started to Think of all these terrible thoughts like. What if my eyes stay like this forever!?What if he damaged my optical nerve in my cheak! lol after a couple minutes my eyes were back to normal. I asked him why that happened and he said "It  was probably just because you were nervous." I instantly wanted to punch him! I was thinking who in the hell goes cross eyed from being NERVOUS?!!! If anyone knows please tell me but i have never heard of anyone doing that hahah So i switched back to my old dentist whom I LOVE! he is the best ever! it was pretty scary. lol

A "Bakers Bod": I ATE A CHICKEN HEART! EWWW!

A "Bakers Bod": I ATE A CHICKEN HEART! EWWW!: "ok so this weekend was a blast! I went to one of my favorite restaurants with a bunch of my friends! at this restaurants wait..."