True Friends?

  You know when you get to know someone so well you don't think they will ever be the one that just forgets you? Well guess again! it doesn't matter how close you were or how much you would talk with them...they just forget about you too. Gee thanks for being my friend and just forgetting me! luv you too! *in sarcastic voice* oh well who cares i guess. They odviously don't.
   Not much has been happening in my life lately. Just the same things are on my mind. I have not posted much because their really isn't much to talk about lately or do. just  been trying to lose weight and trying to get my butt in gear but i have no desire to haha! I am kind of thinking that i want to move. I didn't think i would ever say that! I see people moving and doing new things it kind of makes me jealous. But i think it is probably a phase and i will just get over it:)

The effects of dreams

it is funny how dreams can make you mad or happy with someone. once i had a dream about my teacher and he was like crying and freaking out, and the next morning i was really annoyed about him all day for no reason hahah! or you can dream about someone being nice to  you and you make an effort to talk to them the next day lol i have had soooo many of these dreams. it is just kind of funny to think about.

One month Challenge!

ok so me, my sister and my mom have decided to see who can lose the most weight in a month. the prize is thirty bucks and the glory to rub it in the other peoples face relentlessly! lol I will win this challenge! I am trying to work out everyday this week. twice a day if i have the time actually! I want to win way super bad! But I am against some competition for sure because we are all very competitive. and......i have a week will power when it comes to food hahaha but i guess we will see who ends up on top! MEEEE!!!!!!lol jk

my Begining Photography pictures

Like I said BEGGINING lol i still need the right equipment and such

Not In Front Of Grandma!

   Have you ever noticed that kids seem to act out more when they are around people you respect? My younger siblings always do this! Whenever we are visiting my grandma we tell them to go hug grandma. But of course....they run away and kind of make a bratty face sometimes. You say oh they are just shy heheheheheh(awkward laugh). they're usually not like this they are usually just peachy! But of course they get grumpy sometimes when we visit and then you are emberessed when they start to throw a fit! lol so you bring them into a corner and try to say quietly without grandma hearing "Not in front of Grandma." after you think you get them under control they do something else! Like say "I don't Want to" in a whiney voice lol you being the big sister trys to look nice to the kid, when really you want to yell NOT IN FRONT OF GRANDMA!!!  But if you did that you might get a negative response for sure lol all in all, at the end it is kind of amusing.

The Dentist made me go Cross eyed!

   Ok so last year i went to the dentist to get my teeth worked on as usual. I had some cavaties so the dentist had to numb me. I am TERRIFIED of needles but i am not as scared of dentist needles for some reason. Anyways I was laying in the dentist chair watching Ice Age Three. (it was the only show they had lol) So I was sitting there watching my movie and he begins to numb me. Well i Think he hit an optical nerve with his needle because i  went cross eyed! I told him  "I am cross eyed right now!" he pulled away and acted a little shocked/worried. HOLY CRAP! I ALMOST HAD A PANIC ATTACK! well....i think i had a small one cause i started to breathe rapidly hahaha. So he told me to close my eyes and relax for a little while. I think my eyes were only crossed for two to three minutes, but it felt like hours! I started to Think of all these terrible thoughts like. What if my eyes stay like this forever!?What if he damaged my optical nerve in my cheak! lol after a couple minutes my eyes were back to normal. I asked him why that happened and he said "It  was probably just because you were nervous." I instantly wanted to punch him! I was thinking who in the hell goes cross eyed from being NERVOUS?!!! If anyone knows please tell me but i have never heard of anyone doing that hahah So i switched back to my old dentist whom I LOVE! he is the best ever! it was pretty scary. lol

A "Bakers Bod": I ATE A CHICKEN HEART! EWWW!

A "Bakers Bod": I ATE A CHICKEN HEART! EWWW!: "ok so this weekend was a blast! I went to one of my favorite restaurants with a bunch of my friends! at this restaurants wait..."

Go make me a LOW fat meal that tastes like a fattening meal!

  Ok i took a nap today and woke up to french toast FOR DINNER! oh how i wanted to stuff down those calories and fat down my throat! yummy syrup! OH THE HORROR!!!!! i almost lost control when i saw the powderd sugar on them! I haven't eaten dinner yet so I am pretty much  in kind of a grumpy mood and way freaking mad! So I told my little sister "go make me a lowfat meal that tastes like a fattening meal." she told me no lol so now i have to steam some dang broccoli for my dinner. Not what i wanted at all. I wish that i could imagine myself full.......I'm going to try that right now***********************Nope didn't work I am more hungry now lol

I ATE A CHICKEN HEART! EWWW!

ok so this weekend was a blast! I went to one of my favorite restaurants with a bunch of my friends! at this restaurants waitors come around with huge spits of meat....it is probably every guys dream job right? carrying around huge spits of meat lol Anyways me my sister and a friend were sitting there and i told my friend "Lets try to be brave and eat a chicken heart when they bring them around." She said yes, and not long after they brought out the nasty little things! They only had one left so they gave it to my friend and i waited a couple minutes for them to bring out more. So .... The guy finally came out with more and plopped two on my plate! HOLY SHIT I WAS SCARED! I was literally shaking in my boots! my very cute grey boots lol So there i was with TWO chicken hearts on my plate! So with out further thought me and my friend plopped one in our mouth and started to chew! It was soooo weird I felt like I was going against nature or something! it was like chewing on a meaty baloon. But to tell you the truth it wasn't as bad as i thought....I think i was more freaked out about the thought of it. lol I didn't eat the second one because i thought one chicken heart was enough for one night so i gave it to one of the guys at the table. But i definatly felt brave! lol

I have decided to blame EVERYTHING on the recession

Here are some of my problems that i blame on the recession.

1.I have no boyfriend because all the guys worth meeting are working to get more money so i never get to see them! because of the recession.
2.I do not have a designer clothes because i can not offord them!because of the recession.
3. My dad keeps saying no to getting a CHIHUAHUA because he is working a lot and doesn't want to talk about having a dog...because of the recession.
4.I have no car becuase the damn things are expensive for me!Because of the recession.
5. my hair hasn't been cut or dyed since before the HOLIDAYS.so i'm looking quite homely!because of the recession.

Soooooo you get my point lol blame it all on the recession! it makes you feel better.

Arches national park

It was sooooo fun driving around this park the arches are Breath taking! The three funny shaped rocks are called the three gossips hahahah

These are called the window arches. We didn't get to see the delicate arch because the hike was too icey. I will be going soon and will take some pictures to post:)

Best Cookie reciepe

1 cup of white Sugar
2 cups of brown sugar
4 squares of real butter
2 tsp of vanilla extract
4 eggs
2 tsp of salt
2 tsp of baking soda
6 cups of all purpose white flower
1 bag of jumbo semi sweet chocolate chips

First take one square of butter and melt it on high until browned(see first picture). Then add the rest of the softened butter with the white sugar, brown sugar and vanilla then mix. wait till the brown butter has been mixed with the sugars before adding the eggs. Soon as  the mixture has cooled down then add eggs and mix again.

In a seperate bowl add together the salt,  baking soda and flower then mix. After that mix the wet mixture and the dry mixture together. when it has been well mixed add the chocolate chips. preheat oven to 375. After that grease a cookie sheet and put balls of cookie dough about an inch and a half thick. Cook for ten minutes. Careful they wiil be hot!....Of course:) Enjoy!

My mission for the day!

1. Clean the whole house without accidently hitting into someone with the vacum or mop.
2.Do little girls hair without making them freak out because of the snarls they got in their hair (nearly impossible)
3. Do the laundry without jamming my nail into the washer or dryer.
4.Try to do all the jobs before i put the baby down to bed.
5. At least get one damn follower on this blog hahahaha
6.Make something delicious and post a photo of it so you All can be jealous.jklol
7. Work out after making delicious food cause i'm sure i willl have a little.

What you wanna know about....Me!

      Well for starters I am kind of your typical person. I have two pygmy goats both boys named Billy and Fetta. the brown one is Fetta, the white and black one is Billy. I know crazy right? I have never liked mushrooms! They are gross and nasty! AND they grow in the dark....that gives anyone enough reason to hate those yucky things! Although, I am an aspiring culinary artist.... which means i will have to make them in some of my dishes to make other people happy unfortunatley.
       I have just gotten a crazy streak in me and decided to learn how to snowboard. It is funny that i started trying to learn because i have no balance! hahaha But fortunately i know some people who have been snowboarding for a while so i'm going to ask them for a favor;)
      I absolutely love to laugh! It is one of the best way to make someone else laugh  who is feeling down. I also love when people have such a good personality about everything! I have a hard time hanging out with people who are serious all the time....They are sooooo snooty sometimes!
      One thing I have always wanted to do was go to europe to climb the Eiffel Tower or to Germany! But when i climb the Eiffel Tower i will walk up every single step, instead of taking the elevator. I am not sure exactly what to do in Germany yet....Maybe I will just tap a German on the shoulder and ask him if i can just follow him in his daily routine hahahaha jk Well you  never know what life throws at you, That is what I love and Hat at the same time:) I look forward to here from you all.
    

Oh the hardships of loving food!

   Ok so how many people have a passion for food?? MILLIONS! their are some who don't and honestly..... I can't understand why. Food can get you feeling different emotions...such as a warm fresh piece of homemade bread, can make you have a happy feeling of belonging somewhere.  Or even when you drink some sort of drink like....freshly squeezed grapefruit juice in the morning, makes you feel energized!

    But unfortunatley the food is my weakness. As I'm sure many people have the same weakness. I love all sorts of food! which makes my body quite......Plump. So the food that is making me so happy, is also making me feel guilty and  fat. I am an aspiring culinary artist/baker/cake decorater; which makes it hard for me to lose weight,  when I am also trying to become a great chef. So i have decided to start the journey of weight loss and creating career at the same time.... I know i can do this with support. How hard can it be? (in a sarcastic voice) Here I GO!

I can't figure out how to rotate this damn picture! lol